greif

Hi all,
Today I learnt that a freind of mine died last night. I was greif
stricken and could do nothing but sit and put energy dancing on. I
played all the tracks through twice. I certainly felt calmer
afterwards but still very raw from crying. I honestly thought i would
be able to emotrance my emotions to a philisopical happiness and joy of
having known my friend. I wonder whether it is because the greif is
too new and strong? or maybe I should have rained innocent energy on
myself afterwards? Maybe it is so painful, it needs a few sessions?
Any way I have 20 mins until I need to go and collect my kids so I will
go and use it to trance some more.
Hoping for some relief!
Lucy

           
Received on Tue Oct 09 2007 - 01:25:38 BST