Re: [ET2] Enlightenment Experiences (was energy objects)

> >
> >Life change?
> >
> >Enlightenment experience?
> >
> >Do tell!
>
> Oooh, tough one. I've worn my brain and vocal chords thin trying to
> understand it, much less explain it...
>
> I was doing Scientology at the time (which seems to be a real mixture
> of great stuff and BS)

Scientology is an interesting thing. It's nearly there but the big
flaws, and they are really big flaws, in the presupposition causes big
troubles in the long term. Especially the hierarchical/dominance related
  presups that work their way through everything. The energy
system/universe in general doesn't work on a hierarchy, and any models
that insist on creating top down hierarchical maps can't describe the
actuality properly, nor create the right techniques to put things right.

Ah don't get me started ... :-)

> and I was finishing a process and looked out
> the window at a storm gathering, and I just felt that something
> *huge* had changed.
>
> Shortly after that, I started to be able to leave not just my body,
> but the planet and the universe too, and seeing things from a bigger
> perspective.
>
> >From then on my life became a roller-coaster of "agony and ecstasy"
> as they say. I was getting amazing breakthroughs and expansion
> creatively and philosophically, but it was accompanied by
> excruciating pain. Not cell pain, energy pain. "Everywhere pain". In
> the late eighties I attempted "corpocide" twice. I did not want to
> die (or think I could), but I badly wanted to get out of that big
> pain, whatever it was.
>
> I have been largely blocked since from doing very much creative
> production, with occasional exceptions.

Ah. That rings a bell.

Around 2002/3 I noticed that when you do a lot of psychic/creative
stuff, you overheat certain parts of your energy system and cause big
trouble overall. I guess that these are flaws in the "psychic
circuitry", and you get a big lightning strike catalysing that, it's
like a spaceship accellerating to high speeds and then every little flaw
will cause to shake it apart.

A lot of the trouble was in, believe it or not, "overthinking".

I hadn't thought of this for a while but I think we got that right with
the thought flow systems; I haven't had any trouble with these symptoms
since then.

It's classic "kundalini rising" stuff, isn't it.

> I am rather optimistic about emotrance handling this Big Pain. I have
> handled some energies this week that were spectacular, and surely a
> big part of it.

I think that if you are going to make any progress with that, especially
with the "creativity disabler" in place, EmoTrance might be a very good bet.

For what it's worth, dealing with any and every occurrence of "fear"
makes a big, big difference to everything overall. It reduces stress and
confusion, and then you get a clearer picture of what's what and where.

> I still never found out what happened in 1986, though.
> I have noticed that many things and people, both scientific and
> spiritual, indicate that something remarkable happened on this planet
> about this time. And you'll notice that since then spiritual
> advancement and weird phenomena (like crop circles) have accelerated
> like all-git-out.
>

I believe in energy weather, very much so.

But in general I've found that to be more of a contributing factor with
enlightenment experiences. I'm beginning to seriously consider the idea
that some souls are just older than others and can be catalysed into
action easier than others.

Just considering it, mind. Might also just be a particular set up in a
person's energy system that makes it open to this catalysation, or more
accessible to it. I don't know.

But on the whole, would you say you were glad it happened?

That's always the question that counts.

SFX

           
Received on Fri Jun 09 2006 - 19:28:57 BST