Re: [ET2] energy objects

>
> > I had my whole life change in a split second in early 1986, and I
>> still have only vague clues what the heck happened. I've been working
>> on understanding it for two decades, and counting! :)
>>
>> Yours, Eolake
>
>Life change?
>
>Enlightenment experience?
>
>Do tell!

Oooh, tough one. I've worn my brain and vocal chords thin trying to
understand it, much less explain it...

I was doing Scientology at the time (which seems to be a real mixture
of great stuff and BS) and I was finishing a process and looked out
the window at a storm gathering, and I just felt that something
*huge* had changed.

Shortly after that, I started to be able to leave not just my body,
but the planet and the universe too, and seeing things from a bigger
perspective.

 From then on my life became a roller-coaster of "agony and ecstasy"
as they say. I was getting amazing breakthroughs and expansion
creatively and philosophically, but it was accompanied by
excruciating pain. Not cell pain, energy pain. "Everywhere pain". In
the late eighties I attempted "corpocide" twice. I did not want to
die (or think I could), but I badly wanted to get out of that big
pain, whatever it was.

I have been largely blocked since from doing very much creative
production, with occasional exceptions.

I am rather optimistic about emotrance handling this Big Pain. I have
handled some energies this week that were spectacular, and surely a
big part of it.

I still never found out what happened in 1986, though.
I have noticed that many things and people, both scientific and
spiritual, indicate that something remarkable happened on this planet
about this time. And you'll notice that since then spiritual
advancement and weird phenomena (like crop circles) have accelerated
like all-git-out.

Yours, Eolake

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