Re: Actualisation Priority (was Intro & Prosperity)

Hello Silvia Preacher ;)

I get the point and like I said in my last e-mail, personal
development still comes first on my list since a couple of years...

I understand your comments better. One question: How do I back up
from the construct? ET? Thought Flow pattern?

Also and really not on subject, I try to send e-mails to Susan for
the ET prac and trainer. Cannot reach her and same thing when I try
to call.

Is there anybody who could send me the info for both trainings
through e-mail, with prices and all? Thanks!

Magickman

Alex2 evolved to magickman for clarity purposes...

--- In emotrance2_at_yahoogroups.com, "StarFields" <starfields_at_b...>
wrote:
> Hi Alex(2)
>
> Just wrote the mail below and now I know why I didn't answer this
> last night. Its a big deal you brought up there and I found I
> couldn't skate around it any longer.
>
> The Alex(2) designation is because of Alex(1), as in Alex
> MacKenzie who was here first :-) - I apologise for this and if you
> would both want a different handle or settle this elsehow, I'd be
> delighted.
>
> cheers,
>
> Silvia
>
> PS - My oldest son is called Alex (0) - hahaha ... great name ...
>
> > > The things I want right now cannot be purchased. I
> > earn enough to
> > > be able to just about coast along, pay the bills and
> > not to worry
> > > about it and that is seriously fine with me at this time.
> > >
> > > Later on, as and when, I am sure I can come up with
> > something to
> > > earn more. Heck, I can buy a mailing list right now,
> > write a Doc
> > > Speedkill ad and raise a few tens of thousands if I
> > should feel
> > > the need. As could anyone else, for that matter.
> > >
> > > As I said before. Do the groundwork and the pennies
> > will take care
> > > of themselves, in their own sweet time. I'm sure
> > we've all read
> > > enough marketing and abundance courses by now that if
> > we wanted
> > > to, we could write our own - LOL. That we don't is a huge sign
> > > that we should be doing something else instead.
> >
> > I'm not sure about this. If I don't market enough,
> > because I'm not
> > sure enough to do it and don't know if it's worth the
> > investment,
> > then it is a huge sign I should be doing something
> > else? It's like,
> > if somebody is afraid to speak in front of a group and
> > wants to be
> > able to do it, I teach them EFT and then have them
> > speak in front of
> > the group feeling fine, with all the repercussions it
> > has on their
> > lives afterwards. Do you mean they should do something
> > else because
> > they don't do it before the training even if they know
> > EFT? They
> > should not do it because they didn't? This part was
> > confusing to me
> > and conflicting with my experience...
>
> Ok, listen up.
>
> All and every "hope and dream" any of us had up until now are
> *construct* hopes and dreams.
>
> Constructs do NOT have a heart and they do NOT have a soul and
> that is the total reality for consciousness when it is INSIDE THE
> CONSTRUCT.
>
> Now, that sucks big time. Loneliness, lovelessness and no self
> worth. Sense of total confusion all the time, no idea what you're
> doing here or why you were even born. Nothing makes much sense and
> it gets simply worse, the more questions you ask.
>
> So what's a construct to do?????
>
> It has to try and do certain things which are SAID to be the cure
> for the construct's diseases. Such as finding THE ONE soul mate
> (ha! rather than YOUR OWN SOUL!) and then you can love and you
> know you are loved and you'll be happy and the pain will stop.
>
> Or, being rich and powerful as a panacea for the loss of self
> worth, the feeling of being completely ineffective and powerless,
> being afraid of pain and death and all sorts.
>
> Or, living some kind of Waltons existence with a thousand great
> grand children all loving each other and living off the land and
> THAT's what will answer all the problems.
>
> Striving for these things can occupy your entire lifetime and keep
> you busy enough, chasing your tail enough, so that it all just
> about seems to make a modicum of sense.
>
> Now, I have watched folk doing this and it is all an illusion. It
> seems real to the constructs, and it is very hard on them, on us,
> because the very resources that are needed to make "life on Earth"
> actually work are not within the construct, but outside of it.
>
> So, people who want to overcome their fear of public speaking, why
> are they doing this? Ask them. So they earn more money, get a
> better house, find a prettier woman with which to make lots of
> Walton children and live happily ever after. Or, because if lots
> of people buy their products and clap like mad they will finally
> know they are worth something and the pain will stop. Or - etc.
>
> For at least ten years I have been totally convinced that there is
> NO such thing as unconscious resistance, or self sabotage.
>
> That the totality is ALWAYS totally loving and really does have
> our best interest at heart.
>
> That the constructs we've made and which include ALL our hopes and
> dreams are NOT functioning because THEY ARE BASICALLY WORTHLESS
> AND NOT WORTH HAVING and that persuing them is a waste of this
> incarnation, which is once and once only and will NEVER be again.
>
> I wagered the next ten years of my life on exploring that
> presupposition and instead of trying to force the totality into
> doing the "right" thing (construct-wise) to BACK UP, LISTEN, TRY
> AND LEARN, TRY AND UNDERSTAND.
>
> And it turns out, that we (constructs) are wrong, and the totality
> (the so called self sabotage systems) are right.
>
> A house is NOTHING. It is NOT worth having. Ask Citizen Kane. It
> is NOT worth spending even five minutes to chase after that when
> there are the STARFIELDS waiting for each and every one of us.
>
> Yes, I'm now on the pulpit and preaching flat out. I don't often
> do it because it freaks people out, or should I say, it freaks
> constructs out because it threatens the entire thing they've built
> to help themselves make it through somehow.
>
> "Personal Development" is NOT something you do AFTER you have a
> house. It is not something you do AFTER you have found your
> perfect lover, had your teeth fixed, got the new car, the new job,
> the lottery win - it is HERE and NOW and simply, THE most
> important thing any of us could ever, ever do.
>
> It is the first and only thing that will ever give any of us
> leverage to play with this reality as we should and could.
>
> And I'm not just saying this to - was it Alex(2) who got this
> started? or even everyone else on this group.
>
> I'm saying this so very loudly so that *I* also hear this, and
> finally get it, loud and clear.
>
> Just *one* person gets their act together and their totality
> online, and their entire environment will be transformed for
> everyone concerned as they become a role model, a *fountainhead*
> if you will, a service beyond service which a thousand years of
> washing leper's feet or your childrens underwear could never,
> never, never hope to even come close to.
>
> They can just stand by the side of the road and give hope to
> everyone who passes, without any effort, without any giant
> speaking engagements or going round being the world teacher.
>
> They have made THE MOST ENORMOUS contribution to humanity they
> ever could - by becoming their true selves.
>
> Now, I fully appreciate that we are all very much still in
> construct city and only the smallest parts of true self are online
> thus far. But and on the bright side, at least we are reaching and
> have made, in our own ways, the best commitment we can about this
> whole "actualisation" deal.
>
> But seriously, all and everyone who is listening, time has come to
> start actively looking out for incidences where, say a Heart
> Healing session comes SECOND to answering the telephone, or
> cleaning the kitchen, or whatever. To look out for this and to
> simply shake our heads and say, "Blimey. (or, of course, the
> requisite regional words to that effect :-) What WAS I
> thinking?!" - laugh and get perspective on this whole deal.
>
> YOUR and MY human actualisation IS the most important thing in the
> world, for YOU and for ME - AND for everyone at that.
>
> <takes a very deep breath>
>
> Well I didn't know I was going to say all of that this morning,
> but I guess *I* had to hear it and then see it, in black and white
> on the screen.
>
> I'll probably have to hear and see it a good few more times before
> it really sinks in.
>
> And, if anyone reading this has any argument with it, any
> objections, come on let's hear them so we can deal with them, get
> them out of the way and get this human show on the road.
>
> SF
>
> >

           
Received on Fri Jun 06 2003 - 07:48:09 BST