RE: [ET2] Thought Flow Diary

> Dear Silvia As I read this with some tears I
> experienced feelings that I'm
> not sure I can name, but some I could recognise were
> gratitude for your
> honesty and for the privilege of meeting and training
> with you, and relief that life
> could become just that simple. Thank you for the
> courage and integrity you
> show in sharing this with us, many of us being relative
> or total strangers to
> you. blessings Shahzadi

Hi Shahzadi,

and thank you!

This is actually an important topic.

The energy paradigm of the reasons, causes and effects pertaining
to *human emotions* represents a huge, huge opportunity for
change, and this is really way above and beyond just feeling
better or being able to make pains go away.

To put it bluntly, it invalidates hierarchical judgement (from a
simple dialectic good-evil to the more complex types of worst
worse bad good better best set ups) and basically abandons this in
favour of a non-hierarchical systemic *ecology* in which no worm
is better or worse than any elephant, nor is a tree more important
than a river or vice versa.

In this type of systemic thinking, THE CONCEPT OF SHAME ceases to
exist and as soon as it does, there is no reason not to
immediately turn to a rational, reasonable investigation of
*existing conditions* with a view to restore and re-achieve an
essential balance, a working, healthy, evolutionary ecology - or
in other words, The Even Flow.

This is centrally important to energy work of all kinds and
absolutely pre-supposed.

As long as people continue to be ashamed of their various
problems, we will be unable to treat them, from the inside as well
as from the outside.

It is not just our loved ones, our priests and our therapists we
cannot then be honest with and show them exactly where it hurts so
they can help put it right, but very much so with ourselves.

The majority of members on this group are therapists and/or
healers and I do believe that we have to be role models for others
who are just starting out with the energy paradigm, not just talk
about this stuff but actually live it.

And - I mean HONESTLY live it.

I had a bit of a wrestle over this prior to the last live seminar
I conducted last year in London, because the idea is that if I'm
presenting or teaching a healing system, then you'll look to ME as
what that means in practice.

Unfortunately, there is a huge temptation for the sake of sales or
for the sake of an easy life in Muppetville to LIE about yourself.

Be enlightened in public and shag your disciples behind closed
doors. Pretend to live on air and have hamburgers bussed in when
no-one's watching. Preaching harmony and kicking the crap out of
your own dependents. Giving lengthy health lectures and smoking in
the toilet behind a guard of inner circle members.

Getting a facelift and taking massive dosages of HGH to convince
the punters that you're oh so holistic and glowing with
righteousness as you deliver your "5 Day Programme To Eternal
Life".

Common custom will have it that this is what the punters want -
else they won't buy ;-<

That "the stupid people off the street" want to be deceived and
lied to, and be kept safe from the bitter truth, that they prefer
illusion to reality and all the rest.

Well, I do believe in these first years of the new Millennium that
the time has come for a change of heart all around.

I will continue to seek out things, try and find out how things
work, REALLY work, and should I ever start to glow holistically,
goddamn it, it will be a REAL glow and not some holographic
projector unit behind which some disfigured goblin lurks in the
shadows - or none at all.

The fun thing?

Truth is that people, REAL people (read including all their
doubts, wrinkles, weirdnesses, limitations, body odours and all
the rest of it!) have so much more in every way than they would
ever suspect. Riches upon riches that lie hidden and fallow and
which are never shown, never brought into play - just like a man
with a million dollars in his bank account he didn't know was in
there, and so he continues to behave like a pauper and indeed,
dies in a ditch of malnutrition a few months later.

That bank account is in exactly the same place you'd have to go to
to find the worst "shame and crimes and deformities" and so until
we do, we have to remain muppets, playing muppet games - its kinda
systemic.

I'm beginning to learn this slowly and it is truly fascinating.

And I hope I can continue to encourage folk to be honest about
their TRUE experiences of this life. The more of us really are,
the sooner we'll find the leverage to correct what we can, accept
what cannot or should not be corrected, and in general, be a lot
nicer to each other.

SF

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Received on Mon May 26 2003 - 08:24:59 BST