Re: Saras rural town adventure

 
> Once on a visit to a restaurant with the worst service ever, I had
the > manager come over to complain. I don't know what I thought I
was going > to say, but it ended up being very loud, very resonant
and contained the > words, "My God, man, when I was in the Black
Wing, I would have had you > stripped and whipped! Take some goddamn
responsibility for your actions!" > Upon which we got the meal for
free.
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> This is more Lucian than Isca, but still ... good fun.

I think that we all have some Lucian whispering to us at times.(maybe
not whispering) When I think of fear of my own power I think more of
the abuse of power and when Lucian comes out or energy like that. I
think I am more afraid of not being able to control or direct that.
(in terms of how successful am I in life am I afraid of my power) I
guess I need to integrate that as Isca has done by merging with
Lucian. There is the "sara that doesn't want anyone to be afraid of
her" and there is the one that commands respect and thus creates
fear. I'll have to do a PS thing and see what comes of it. Hmmm ;)

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> But your town-lady, that was really beautiful.
> > And it just reminded me of L.A. Woman by Jim Morrison>
> Ooh. Another shaman who saw a city or a town like a woman>
> How fascinating!

He was truly a visionary! That he could see that and know it but
helpless to do anything. I guess thats why so many musicians are
sad. They are so sensitive to their environment but don't know how
to change it.
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> This makes me think that to take a walk and look at the
environmental energy of where you live might be an interesting idea
for ET pracs. Or
> your house. Or a room in your house.
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> Nice one Sara!
I take a daily walk in a nearby park (2 miles) on this path and I
started breathing in the birds (they would be off to the side or what
not) now the birds come and land in front of me and look at me and
sometimes squak. I have to say good morning before they'll leave.
They show me worms etc. It's funny!

In gratitude,
Sara
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Received on Thu Jun 22 2006 - 07:07:58 BST