A full realized god-fire being...

Hi All,
I am trying to keep up with the last 20 posts. I get so excited
reading what is posted here that I have to do deep breathing !!!

About 20 years ago I read from a Ramtha book a line that has always
been my goal and that line was "A fully realized god-fire being can
change a whole village by just walking through it".

When I read it I just said to my self very quietly...'I want that'.

When you talk about the 'construct' I have always used the
term 'personality construct' and find it quite synchronistic to see
it being used here and having the same meaning for me.

My biggest frustration (of which I have tapped on many times)was the
idea of "if I can just change myself one little bit then everything
around me will change". I kept trying to do this in all the (old)
ways as has been written here to no avail. And over the years have
kept saying I am missing data. I always use it as an excuse when I
can't integrate something.

So here is my win and report for the week. This is in reference to a
situation with a sister I wrote about....6 weeks ago. I believe that
all the tools that Silvia has supplied were exactly what was needed.
However the ones I felt just accelerated my using ET was the Snow
Globe and the Healing Heart meditation. This past week I have had no
emotional upset connected to anything with my sister. My compassion
and love for her and myself has just risen. And energetically I keep
telling her to come be with me and be by my side and we could do
such grand things together. I have put her next to me with a cape on
and when I do this each time I shift immensley and just know that in
the field it has impacted on her.

I have finished reading Project Sanctuary and gone back to Ocean's
of Energy (2nd reading). I am also placing my hand on the book and
energetically doing an exchange. WOW is all I can say. I am
recognizing that I have been doing energy exchanges with nature for
years. But now that I am fine tuning this and having/knowing this
group is here....my abilities are accelerating.

It is so true in my universe that everything begins and ends with me.
My primary relationship is with myself and being able to integrate
this with using my physical body is a wonderment. And to think that
this is just the beginning....

Anyway my heartfelt gratitude for the fellow travelers on this forum.

Mary

           
Received on Sun Jun 08 2003 - 05:55:49 BST