Re: [ET2] Thought Flow Diary

Silvia,
Just read your post and had one of those 'oooh bloody hell!' moments!
Shed a few tears, I have to say. Yes, it happened to me too and yes I used a
lot of the same mechanisms to cope with it. And I even remembered it in a
similar way, actually it was during a weekend EFT course and Gaura was
talking about a sexual abuse victim and a shiver just went through me, like
a huge ZZZZZTTT in my energy system, and then there was this horrible
suspicion, and actually I was terrified to do ANYTHING, EFT etc, in case the
memory surfaced. I'd had vague suspicions before, had a lot of the symptoms,
etc, but never quite enough to make me face it. The memory surfaced soon
after, but luckily I had a wonderful regression/music vibration healing with
a wonderful therapist which helped me survive the whole thing. But that in
between period was the strangest of my life, a few days of total weirdness,
just nothing to do, no-one to talk to, crying and totally alone. Actually my
whole outlook had been so drastically altered by the EFT and ET that I'd
learned that I felt that no-one would possibly understand a word I was on
about!
And here I am, still using a lot of these things. It's AMAZING how much time
I spend reading about, talking about, thinking about doing some amazing
things and doing absolutely nothing!!!! Aargh!!
By the way, it's nice to be back - I recently moved house, so no more free
broadband connection... :-(

>From: Kate Strong <kates_at_kK5P4tA9Fn3Iny30PDiFCyygLfREFqRzBdl_WpTKOKrKY5jhpcskVOtUgPkYltnlI-slGsLlzjaV.yahoo.invalid>
>Reply-To: emotrance2_at_yahoogroups.com
>To: emotrance2_at_yahoogroups.com
>Subject: Re: [ET2] Thought Flow Diary
>Date: Mon, 26 May 2003 08:57:13 +1200
>
>Wow Silvia, BIG HUGS.....you're a brave woman, I really believe its the
>road less travelled to face your anxieties and allow them to be there to
>tell you the truth. Thank you so much for sharing what you did. This is my
>story as well.
>
>Its interesting though, I also see the gift in your coping behaviour,
>there's always a silver lining, you've achieved so much with your anxiety
>soothing behaviour. But now to take away the anxiety as a motivator, what
>would you do? I sometimes think its like that saying, Before Enlightenment
>chop wood, after enlightenment chop wood. LOL. You may very well do the
>same thing, but with awareness.
>
>Kate
>
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Received on Mon May 26 2003 - 03:15:43 BST