Upset with a relative

I was given a gift this weekend of an altercation with my youngest
sister.....finally after all these years. I was amazed to learn this
from her "you...this and you...that" and a litany of things from her
childhood on up to now. Because I am still new to ET and the
emotions were tumultuous for me I allowed myself to grieve, tapped,
and then when I had calmed down enough I used the ET on my self. I
used my dear friends to talk it out (and ET) and within 12 hours
there was no "monkey mind" on what was said. I am so delighted with
this and myself. My compassion for my little sister just expanded. I
had no idea that she harbored so much after all these years. I have
always regretted not having a relationship with her that was of
ease. To give you a little background....she is a born-again-
christian (of which I have 4 siblings who are born-again)and I
am 'new-age-metaphysical-crystal-using-tapping-etc,etc,'. Get the
picture!

The interesting thing for me is that the same type of basic core
issue comes up....'you are not good enough. you are bad' etc. I look
at these core statements in a new unit of time, each time, when they
come up and am finding them in the same body place at first and then
it will go to another area and leave in a different way. These core
issues do not have the impact,obviously, that they did years ago. I
have worked hard for my joy.

I find it very interesting that this situation finally came to a
head just as I am learning a new self-empowerment tool.

Mary
BE-PEACE-FULL-TODAY

           
Received on Mon Apr 21 2003 - 04:25:05 BST