RE: [ET2] Silvia's inductions

It always seemed
> like a good idea at
> the time, what I needed, but each time I reacted almost
> violently to a
> particular line, each time different as I worked my way
> through the whole
> thing, using ET to deal with each shock.

Yeah I had one of those - in Wisdom of The Water, there is a line
that goes:

And above,
the sun always shines,
and the stars
are always bright with glory.

God I but can even remember how that just send me spinning, every
single time, without a fail.

<an aside from S's technical-analytical mind: It is a real
convincer that people's minds are not at all chaotic, even though
it may sometimes seem that way, if really complex psycho-emotional
states can be triggered repeated and reliably by the same
words/intonations over and over again - clearly, there is cause
and effect at work and when that is so, even what seems like
"insanity" has rules and regulations that if you know how they
function, you can use for change and growth>

So, the sun always shines "above" and the stars are always bright
with glory.

If I could have described that emotion, it would have had shades
of homesickness and a terrible sadness/longing for
wherever/whatever that is, a real pain that seemed very old.

One of the interesting things with EmoTrance is that the emotions
don't really get "flat" or non-existent, the topics don't really
get "so what?" but instead, their entire feel and meaning and
especially *effect* on the totality really changes dramatically.

In my case, the fact that "above" the stars are always bright with
glory now has a sense and sensation of - oh I don't know,
re-assurance? gratitude that it is so? admiration? relief? - about
it and now, I love to hear those words. They're still special but
so totally different.

Might do that now. Had a very disjointed day.

S.

           
Received on Mon Nov 25 2002 - 14:59:10 GMT