[ET2] Silvia's inductions

Ok, so while we're on the subject of Silvia's inductions I have to tell you
about the experience I had after listening to Darling.

I was going through a particularly difficult time and found myself
listening to it over and over again. It always seemed like a good idea at
the time, what I needed, but each time I reacted almost violently to a
particular line, each time different as I worked my way through the whole
thing, using ET to deal with each shock. I kept wondering why I was putting
myself through this but knew something profound was happening.

After the last time I listened to it, and thinking about it I really
haven't played it since, I decided to do a meditation. Quite quickly I
reached an extremely high plane, I just knew I was somewhere I hadn't been
before but when I 'looked' at myself I still remained in that state whereas
in the past when I have done that the magical state has instantly
disappeared. I saw myself in total harmony, tranquil, bright, it's so
difficult to put it into words, I was just there, me, looking at myself, my
thoughts, my feelings and everything was perfection. Light, warmth and
total knowing.

When I came back down I had light flowing from every pore of my being and
flesh and it stayed like that for quite a while.

My world view has kind of changed since then and things won't ever be quite
the same but then I don't know why I am surprised, Silvia's words tend to
do that to people......

Nicola

           
Received on Mon Nov 25 2002 - 13:32:49 GMT