Hi Silvia and Fellow ET'ers,
I've been behind in my e-mails - so much going on.
Thank you for your response. I see how as we clear things "reality" is
much more clear, like it or not. It's amazing how quickly I saw some of my own
illusions just recently. I suppose the Energy block that was there held in the
illusions as well as the emotional distress, or maybe the illusion served a
purpose, like denial is a shock absorber.
Anyway, to give a personal example, I got very upset with my husband (
isn't marriage the best seminar in town?) and I was "triggered" into some
emotional abuse stuff from my past. And then before I could even get into
blaming him too much I saw my own projection, I saw how whatever I wanted to
blame on him I either was doing to him or to myself in one form or another. I
easily accepted all that with my humble pie and coffee, but one issue stuck
firm - the lack of affection. I KNEW I was right about that one and I KNEW I
was affectionate toward him and then it hit me how I am not that afectionate
toward myself; that I don't nurture myself near enough. This simple example
was profound for me because 1. it happened so quickly and 2. the emotional
charge was very low this time and 3. accepting the new insights went fairly
smoothly. Now that I've moved so much energy in this area I can't stay in
illusion very long and it's almost disapointing because that was such a
familuar comfort. But then again happiness and true empowerment feel so much
better.
As to Prosperity, I am having fun with that, which brings me to another
"discovery". As I work on this issues with ET, not only does the above example
happen, but alot of synergy seems to be happening - ALOT. Every time I turn
around something is falling into place or falling into my lap or I find
something to read with exact phrases in it only I would recognize. Seemingly
unrelated stuff tied together in many ways. I've advanced so much in
prosperity it's hard to even imagine where I used to be in terms of how I feel
about it which was mainly alot of shame and guilt.
How I work with prosperity is I take the worst fear (no matter how hard I
work I'll never have enough) and ET that and whatever else comes up. And then
I take the highest hope and ET the shield to that and take in the energy of
the hope (dream, goal, desire, etc.) Using prosperity affirmations is also
good, say the aff and ET the reaction.
Any other prosperity suggestions out there?
J'net
Received on Tue Oct 22 2002 - 08:17:55 BST
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