Alex has asked me to explain myself - what is this energy healer day you're doing for the conference, Silvia?!
Well, it's a long story ...
It started with thinking about something to do on the pre-conference day for the advanced people. I mean, as great as the fast track practitioner training is, if you've done it 7 times, you might be yearning for something else ... I would be!
Pretty much around the same time I had a real big threshold shift experience with energy healing myself. I realised as a result of this that I'd had some very limiting ideas of what energy healing is, what it can be, and that when we make the energy raising statement of, "I am the healer," what we do is likewise, limited by our concept of what a healer is and what they can do.
And how they do it.
Now, that idea excited me.
It is true that my concept of "the healer" was shaped, as it always is, by certain events with existing healers. Not all of those were pleasant I have to say.
To me a stand out event was accompanying a friend who wanted to see a very famous healer who was doing clinics all over the UK.
We arrived at this community center which had been taken over by this healer guy and his multitude of staff; at the door you were told that it was free but a donation of at least £50 was expected or you wouldn't get in.
This didn't seem to phase my friend but I was shocked and disgusted. Not a good start.
So she paid, I did not, we walked in and there were all these really, really, really sick people.
Very last stages of cancer and aids and such. Burned into my mind, a family of husband and wife, carrying this thin child with a bold head who was hardly alive.
There must have been a hundred or more in this room which contained some Indian god sculpture with ashes strewn around the base, clearly incense ashes, but they were supposed to "ashes that happen when the healer becomes astral" or some such total bullshit.
Connecting with the emotional experience here, yes, I was very angry.
I hadn't paid but once you were inside, there were no further guards and I was curious so I took a turn at getting into one of the three cubicles which the "healer" cycled through to get a faster flow of people going.
If that guy was a healer, then I'm Dr Who.
Indeed, it is more likely that I actually am a time lord than this idiot being any kind of healer.
Shocking. Horrific. To my mind, the worst example of what's wrong with the general healing profession.
The false promises.
The lies.
The rip off.
The false hope.
The wrongness of it all.
Soften and flow!
With that in mind, I clearly needed a threshold shift on the topic of healing.
Here's another how not to do healing.
Here, we travel to a village hut in rural Sussex, where some kind of healing organisation offers free treatments to all. Once again, I am accompanying a friend who felt in need of a body guard.
Picture this.
An empty wooden hut, a scout hut with a wooden floor.
Straight down the middle of the hut, a line of ten chairs.
In each chair, a person, sitting with their eyes closed and looking miserable.
Behind each chair with a person on it, another person with wrinkled brows, waving their hands about but not very much, or very fast.
This goes on for some time; then an egg timer sounds.
Very loud in the silent hut.
The people from the chair get up.
Healing is over ...
!"£$!!!!!!
Excuse me, need to soften and flow some more!
Alright, so can we do better than that?
With ten years of EmoTrance experience and 13 of EFT plus some 30 years of PS, can we do better?
Can we go further?
I mean, much, much further?
What is healing, real energy healing when it's at home?
How do you do it, and how does it feel?
How REAL can it be?
As I said, I had a threshold shift experience on the topic of "healing."
You could say, I saw the light.
And I got keen to play with some people in the hard and test out what I've learned.
How specifically that's going to work out on the day, I don't know yet.
I'm going to go in there with the stated intention and desire that by the time the day is out, whoever is there will be a real energy healer.
A *real* energy healer, fully deserving of their Sidereus Energy Healer certificate.
Exactly what we're going to do, what exercises we will do and how I'll get us there I don't know yet.
I'm going to let the group on the day be my guide and teach me what needs to be done and in which order.
I have a notion that by lunchtime, we should be done with that and the two afternoon sessions will expand our concept of healing into some hitherto unexplored and unknown realms.
However, I'm not going to speculate further. I want to go at this fresh and bright, let it happen on the day, let the universe and the powers that be plus all our energy minds create a happening.
Perhaps we'll come out of it with a whole new series of workshops for real energy healing in new way. Perhaps it's just going to be an experience for the people who will attend - who is to know?
But either way, I fully expect to come out of it with a brand new self concept when I think "I'm a healer" - and to have put some serious VaVaVoom into energy healing.
So there we have it!
Looking forward to taking off the training wheels, open up the throttle and let that amazing engine that is EmoTrance purr into life.
I think this might be fun ...
See you at the conference,
Silvia :-)
Dr Silvia Hartmann
http://silviahartmann.com
Received on Thu 17 Mar 2011 - 19:17:05 GMT
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