EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions

EmoTrance EFT Addictions and Soul Intrusions

I just had the weirdest ET session yesterday, working on me, with assistance of my ET buddy.

I am in a transition place at the moment and as part of letting go and getting ready for the next era I wanted to do something about eating habits, and my energy ingeneral, as Ive gained weight a lot recently and have struggled repeatedly with reducing and then regaining. The idea of another attempt seemed futile and the possibility of returning to my previous size insurmountable. Though people know me as a passionate person and a passionate trainer, and during training courses I am, the passion in between events seemed to fizzle these days. Whereas afew years ago it was always strong and fuelled all kinds of projects for which I just havent had the power available for some time.

I am reading a new book by Garry Flint, Your Personal Field : the physics of your soul.

It's a mind stretch to say the least, but it talks about souls as energy fields and soul intrusions being involved with addictions. A soul intrusion can occur, according to the author, when there are similarities in the trauma of the subject and the intruding soul. I had never contemplated whether I myself might have 'entity attachment' or soul intrusion, which is a nicer way of representing it. I knew others did, but I thought I would explore, and this is what happened :

We started with Eft as I didn't know what I was looking for as a start point :

    Even though I don't know if I have a soul intrusion involved in my eating behaviours I love and accept myself

This unexpectedly started to bring up some emotions. I couldn't relate it to anything. They just came up, so we kept on tapping til the energy subsided.

My buddy suggested that I now scan my energy field for anything related to this.

Again I was taken by surprise, there was such darkness out there. Again it was very emotional. We tapped :

    Even though there's darkness around me I love and accept myself

When that had subsided, the energy field seemed lighter and I felt peaceful loving flow inside it was time to scan for anything else, a possible intruding soul or more local energy field within my own.

I felt something, a sense of a neutral, benign energy field. To be honest I don't know if it was a 'soul' or not, it didn't really matter, I just went with the flow as there was definitely something energetic there connected to my eating habits.

So we tapped for a while on :

Even though I've been eating for two..

Even though this soul has been involved in my eating and I didn't know .

Even though it must have been there for three years ..

My ET buddy suggested I might tell this soul to go away, it was not needed here, to go to where it should be.

But I had a sense of love for this energy field and that didn't feel like a very loving way to deal with a soul that was hurting in some way. If it had a similar pattern to me, then it needed recognition, acceptance and love, so I silently entered into a dialog with the energy field, from the understanding I have gained through exploring the energetics of relationships, all the while tapping, something like this:

Im sorry...

I'm sorry you're hurting about something.....

Its ok that you came here ....

I accept that you needed this somehow, but I see you now and everything is ok, and I love you ...

So you can go now, with my love ...

I had a sense that it needed to come through me, so I invited the energy in, held it momentarily inside with love then let it through and out and off it went. I felt lighter. I felt love.

I scanned again, was there anything else around?

Damn !! yes there was.

I connected to this second energy.

It felt different, not so benign, more..malevolent.

Again, my buddy suggested telling it to go, it wasn't needed here. That didn't feel right to me.

Its anger needed to be acknowleged. So I entered into a similar dialog, silently, again tapping continuously as I went. My phone buddy patiently tapped along supporting the process (which was really fabulous support to have by the way). The second dialog went something like his .

Im sorry ....

You are angry.

Something happened to you.

Im sorry this happened, I know you are hurting.

Its ok that you came, I accept you and I love you ...

The malevolence disappeared and the energy field became neutral...

Thank you for being here ...

But it's time for you to go now to where there is even greater love ...

Everything is ok now

And again, I invited the energy in through and out and off it went

So I almost didn't want to scan again in case I had to go through it all again, but I did, and there was yet another energy field, this time behind me. I tried to turn around to face it, it stayed behind me, kind of stubborn so I worked with the energy behind my back a medium distance away.

So again, tapping all the time, I went through a third similar dialog with this energy, brought the energy in through and out and off it went.

Now I felt light. I felt joy. I felt love. I felt clean. I felt in control. I felt grateful. And, my passion was back. And I am so grateful and happy. I feel like my old self again, the me that's not been around for a long time.

Was this a case of soul intrusion? I don't know. And it doesn't really matter. What's certain is that there was energy in my wider energy field. Judging by the time these behaviours had been going on, they may have been there for the last 3 years which had been influencing me in some way. I never used to have problems with being able to change my diet. I could choose a certain way of eating and enjoy that and the results from it. But the last few years everything I tried was an effort and didn't last. Things feel different now and I feel more relaxed about it, in control again and that change is possible again and not such an effort.

I contemplated about when I could have experienced stress or trauma a few years back that could have triggered this. Maybe when I downsized my business. It was a stressful time. I'd overworked myself and burnt out with 2-3 years on nationwide training, 2-3 times a month and running my practice and managing the call centre. A contractor/friend that I had to let go of did something which at the time was a huge betrayal for me with a financial impact that I never fully recovered from. That was a tough time. And really, since then, I've not been operating anywhere near my full potential.

So now I feel clean, lighter, brighter and it feels like the new era has begun.

I hope this personal healing experience has given some insights.

It shows how well EFT and ET can complement each other and can work together. It shows how energy disturbances in our wider energy field can be effecting us and we are unconscious of that. It shows that, if these were soul intrusions, and it feels like they could have been in my case given the emotion that was connected to even the thought of it, that they can be dealt with in an energetic way. Hopefully now, my behaviour patterns are freed up for real healing and change. It certainly feels like that, like the old me is back. :-)

So I learned a lot from this myself and this has opened up my own awareness as to what other things may be going on in addictive behaviours that are resistant to change and I feel more equipped to work in this area now, with this added new dimension in my toolkit, that I was unfamiliar with til now.

Thanks to my ace ET Buddy for carrying the energy of that amazing session. That was an important support to the whole process showing the value of another person's energy field, even when they are just silently patiently tapping along and offering loving acceptance. As facilitators, do not underestimate the power and importance of your role even if it feels like you aren't actively doing much as the client is processing and healing.

Any comments are welcome.

Love to all, Sandra

www.sandrahillawi.com

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Received on Wed Sep 03 2008 - 02:27:23 BST