My first experiences and questions

Hello,

I'm playing around with emotrance since 2 days now. Its kinda hard for
me, but I get better and better every time I try.

The first time I did emotrance I felt after a while a really good
feeling in the channel. Well it wasnt "orgasmic" and I didnt laugh or
anything like that, but it felt good.

Now after this I never felt it again :/ I have no problems finding out
where the energy is and move it a little bit, but it always seem to
stuck somewhere. Sometimes I can make it flow, but I stop feeling it
after a while. After it passed a blockade it seems to disappear. Is
that normal? In most cases I dont feel tingeling when it goes out and
dont know whether it went out at all. It seems like I feel the energy
only when it is stuck or at a blockage.

I'm trying to move A LOT of energy from my belly for 1 hour already,
but I have a lot of problems with it. The energy wanted to go upwards
through the middle of my chest, but in the area of my solar plexus I
felt that it was stuck at first and I tried to make it flow through it
and brake the blockage (that was a bad idea, wasnt it? ;) ), melting
the blockage didnt work too and after a while I noticed a feeling like
it is spayring out. Just like described in the book. So I think the
channel is broken there. I wonder whether I broke it, or whether it
was already broken before I tried to ET the energy.
I tried to repare it but it doesnt seem to work. Maybe I do it in the
wrong way. I tried to massage it with my hands and put my
attention/intent on it. It felt like moving "good feeling energy" from
the inside to the outside and reversed and also like circle motions of
that good feeling energy. But when I then try to move the bad feeling
energy from my belly up again I feel its at this point and that its
blocked and sprays out.

I also have problems with controling how much energy I let actually
flow, especially because I can only feel it good when there is a lot
of energy. I feel the energy like hurtin. Actually it feels like there
is some worm under my skin or some burning.

On the other hand I already feel a change from doing it. My feelings
about the situation I'm working on have changed a lot.

I'd be happy about suggestions and tips how to solve these problems.

I'm convinced that ET works, but I hope it gets easyer after some time.

Greetings, Kim

           
Received on Thu Apr 19 2007 - 15:38:39 BST