A story from Gatwick:
At the end of the practitioner day, we always do an energy evocation of
"I am the healer".
This is clearly a specific form of energy and specific state, and to be
able to just *think that* and soar straight into the requisite space
required for healing is of course, a great bonus.
But that's not the story.
People who are new to EmoTrance, and the new practitioners are new to
EmoTrance, haven't quite understood yet how the "energised end state"
really works or what that means.
They've experienced some examples for themselves, saw and felt it with
other people, but a lifetime's worth of entrainment that you have to
compromise all the time and that "so so" is the best a human can get
takes a while to be completely overcome. People also tend to think still
that there are only CERTAIN energies that will produce an energised end
state, and others won't because they are somehow different.
And that would be the "it's only an energy" principle.
So, at the end of the pracitioner day, I'm leading the group in "I am
the healer" from the stage.
I've had them say it a few times, and encouraged the people to have the
energy flow freely, to heal what needs to be healed in order to have
that be so.
But after three repetitions, it still sounds like a chorus of doom - so
SERIOUS, so HEAVY, so ... catholic, pardon the metaphor.
So I said to them, "Guys look, this is only an energy. Moreover, being a
healer isn't some great big burden you lug around with yourself as
though you had the telephone directories of the world strapped to your
head, back and shoulders!
"Healing is ENERGY. It is JOYOUS, it is LIGHT, it is total blessing
either way.
"Let's try that again ..."
"I am the healer."
Now, we have some smiles starting to spread amongst the group.
Now, we start to have some movement as some drop their heads and others
begin to shake out their hands, flex their backs, their shoulders.
"Ok! You're starting to get the hang of this.
"I am the healer!"
And this time, it started to sound and feel a whole lot more like, "I've
WON THE LOTTERY! WHOOHOO!"
The truth is that HOLY things are JOYOUS in nature.
Ecstatic, in fact.
That's how they lift you up, make you happy, make you strong, make you
feel at home and ALIVE.
Whatever the energy you need to raise before you step out there to do
YOUR thing, and truly, whatever that is, it is that delighted, "Wow!
I've won the lottery! I'm so blessed that I am allowed to do this! This
is my lucky day!!!" energy that is the best and most effective all
around, that makes you buzz, that makes you the best you can be right
there and in the moment.
I am the priest.
I am the mother.
I am the salesman.
I am the performer.
I am writer.
I am the hypnotherapist.
I am the policeman.
I am the cook.
All different energies, and all different states BUT they all have in
common that WHEN THE ENERGY REALLY FLOWS FREELY through your person,
RUSHES fast and liquid light, you are so immeasurably empowered - and it
is PURE JOY.
It sets you free and it makes you so strong, so compassionate, so clear
in your mind, it is wonderful.
Go for THAT.
Don't take second best.
Keep trying for THAT, in all your energy evocations, in all your energy
work, and let the experiences THAT produces INSIDE OF YOU literally:
RE-WRITE YOUR HISTORY
... and your beliefs about the world, about suffering, about inequity,
about what you can or thought you couldn't do.
Allow yourself to be amazed, as we round here ALWAYS are, again and
again, how much easier, better, finer, more delightful EVERYTHING can
become when we have put to rights what once went wrong, and energy flows
once more as it was designed to do by the Creative Order.
The first time the guys at Gatwick said, "I am a healer" it sounded like
a death sentence.
After a bit of EmoTrance, "I am a healer" became JOY and it sounded as
though they were really happy about that, delighted, inspired. There was
brightness, proactive energy, POTENTIAL in the room, absolutely.
That's a principle, and so important not just for healers.
It makes all the difference in every way, every day, on every level.
You catch yourself saying "I'm married" and it DOESN'T sound like you've
won the lottery, well, it's time for EmoTrance.
Because when you are in a state of joy, of Even Flow, there isn't a
single thing on this planet, in this life, that doesn't become easier,
better, more manageable, less fearsome, less burdensome and more joyous
and brighter all around.
By remembering that, and just TRYING FOR IT, we change our worlds and
literally so.
And we create experiences that heal us of our pasts, in an instance.
Thank you for listening,
Silvia
Silvia Hartmann
http://SilviaHartmann.com
Received on Fri May 05 2006 - 03:34:56 BST
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