EmoTrance as a way of life

Hi list members,
I wanted to share my thoughts of today with you on this topic as I have come far on my inner journey with EmoTrance and its helped me to a very special time in my life right now with a very beautiful loving relationship !
Wishing you all love and happiness at this festive time.
Sandra

"Forgive them for they know not what they do"

What do these words mean to me ?

And how do they apply in my life today ?

Today I received a phone call from a friend. I was excited to share all my good news with him, about the new love in my life, about our plans of where and how we will live, about when we will get married about some of the delays and set backs we've had and how happy I am with this new exciting and very different future ahead. Instead of rejoicing with me and being happy in my happiness my news was met with scepticism, caution, judgement and suspicion. It was in fact like the reaction of many of my friends and family. Interesting I thought. Though I also admit it was somewhat hard to take from this particular friend who I was close to and who I thought had a more enlightened way of thinking. He said his concerns were motivated out of care for me so I should listen to them. I should watch for the pitfalls ahead, ask questions, take more time, don't believe everything, check it out and slow down as how long had I really known this man.

Why might he have these concerns? Well, the story is indeed a modern day fairytale coming true. Its outside the bounds of 'normal human experience'. The details are worthy of more detailed exploration as the experience of love we have now, relatively quickly, is the result of applying the principles of energy flow and energy nutrition throughout. It's become a story of trust and faith and about real love and happiness. Its about a love more pure than I have ever experienced in my life before, unsullied by fear, judgement, scepticism, limiting beliefs that most of us have, not that I didn't have any to begin with. But the circumstances and the speed of this love as the story unfolds challenges modern society's limiting beliefs and triggers their fears and anxieties leading to suspicion and many 'words of caution'. 'Any normal person would have these concerns and say these things to you' he finished. And that was exactly it. I replied 'but I don't want to be that kind of normal person with those limiting belie
fs and fears. I chose not to live my life like that.'

When you are so in love and happy, you want the world to rejoice with you, not to criticise or look for the worst scenarios and this reaction from my friend was initially hard for me to take. I was feeling a build up of pressure in my stomach as the emotion started to swell and tears prickled in my eyes.

'Breathe, soften and flow the energy', I instructed myself and the pressure in my body and head subsided and released leaving me with a new softer perspective. How could they have any other reaction? They do not have my tools. They do not have my understanding of handling the energy of life as it happens. They have not had the benefit of releasing old hurts and disappointments in themselves, which then recur and repeat in their life because this becomes their expectation. What crystallises out for me as the energy releases is not an 'I'll show you, just wait'. It's not a 'well I wont mention my news again to you if you cant be happy for me'. It's a response of compassion. I can see and recognise that they are indeed well meaning and doing the best that they can with the energy system they have which has come from their life experience and how they handled it. And back then they didn't have anyone to show them that 'its only energy' and to spend the time to help them soften and release the old injuries and br
ing with that release a new found perspective, a more positive attitude and openness to life.

So I will continue to be and to live my life in an exceptional way. I will continue to be as open as I can possibly be at any moment, to accept and to trust to have faith in people and to engage in life and love fully so I can learn and grow and become richer as I do this. Yes, it is a bit sad that this way of living is the exception in our society and not the norm and that so many people have so many barriers to love in their lives. So I also will continue to do my bit, to share the EmoTrance message that 'its only energy' and that 'energy needs to flow' and that 'we all need energy nutrition'. This of course we know translates into 'we all need to be heard, accepted and understood' and 'we all need to be recognised and appreciated for who we are'. When we do this we have more connection, more communication, we transform our interactions and can experience more love and joy in our relationships.

So will I invite them to the wedding? Will I invite these so-called friends to the celebration of this love and union, in which they are still even now so sceptical? Of course I will. But it wont be to say . 'look, see, you were wrong, he is what I said he was and everything has turned out like I told you' for I have nothing to prove to anyone. It will be because I want to include them anyway, my family and friends, even with all their fears and limiting beliefs, even with all their blocked energy, because they are doing the best they can and I love them anyway.

Sandra Hillawi

21 Dec 05

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Received on Wed Dec 21 2005 - 04:26:32 GMT