This is a repost from the MindMillion list, of an attempt of mine to
"create reality" tonight and have "my will be done" - even though it was
downright scary.
I thought you might enjoy this too.
Happy reality creating all around,
Silvia
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>>That's the difference between MindMillion and any other prosperity
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> approach.
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>>You choose what you want to do, then you do it, and you make sure
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> you
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>>leap across your various shadows with the aid of our 21st century
>>emotional control techniques.
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I had a real example of this tonight.
I need to get started on a series of 13 paintings for the fairy tale
book and for some reason have procrastinated over that like no tomorrow.
So and after giving great motivational speeches on this very list
earlier on (rather than starting the paintings!!!) I decided that I MUST
put my paintbrush where my mouth is and get this show on the road.
I felt really skittish and nervous immediately; got myself involved with
a discussion as to whether it might not be better to have dinner first
... but I managed to get that sorted and started looking for the draft pad.
Only, I couldn't find it.
Duh.
So I searched for a while for it until I became aware of the fact that
the searching in and of itself was further procrastination, so I decided
to use normal paper for the drafts instead.
And you will not believe this but once I got there, there WAS NOT A
SINGLE PENCIL to be found - anywhere!
That's CRAZY. I have thousands of pencils. And charcoal. And charcoal
pencils. And every form of drawing equipment known to mankind - and I
still couldn't find even ONE SINGLE PENCIL.
What is this?!
Alright.
So who needs a draft, and who needs a pencil? Might as well do it
properly from the start and just do the whole thing art solutions style
straight out, first time out, with an indelible pen. Straight on some
art card of which there was plenty.
The FREAKOUT that thought produced took me nearly a whole three minutes
to get under control before I was laughing.
Honestly ...
Right now. So we've got some card, we have a marker pen.
Now as to the design.
If I could make a tape of the SQUAWKING in my head! I don't know what to
do ... it'll be hideous ... ohmygodthisiswaybeyondme ...
For the love of God, Silvia! I said to myself. Just calm down and DO the
goddamned thing, it's a piece of CAKE. You've done more difficult things
a hundred times and then some!
About another 30 seconds of ET later and I finally got started.
This is now a good HOUR after first setting out on this CRUSADE!
So finally I got started, and the third line in, I made a mistake. More
ET required to shut up the wailings and "I told you it was impossible's"
and various nonsense indicative of disturbances in the energy system - LOL.
That seemed to have been the final frontier.
I just got on with it then. I made a few more mistakes, more than I am
used to but got on with it anyway and now, some 4 hours later, I can
report that the painting relating to "Deep Sea Jewels", a simple mermaid
design, is completed and drying as we speak.
Good. One down, 12 to go.
No problemo.
And that *is* some form of magic, and real reality creation against your
own reversals.
And just in case we should have someone here who subscribes to the Karma
brigade school of procrastination, aka "If it had been meant to be, it
would have materialised whilst I was sleeping, and the struggles MEAN
that it wasn't and I was right to give up ..." I would say that when I
really have something that my "soul" is severely opposed to, it doesn't
just hide all the pencils.
I once tried to fill in an application form for a job in a moment of
crisis and whilst doing that, got such a blinding migraine starting up
literally within minutes that I could physically no longer see the form
for the blinding light flashes.
I just about managed to throw the form at the bin - and the instant I
did, the pain just went as though it had never been.
Man. I remember sitting there looking at the bin with completely clear
vision, totally pain free and thinking, "Wow. Well THAT wasn't meant to
be, was it!"
I propose that *if* we have some SERIOUS reasons to not do something, we
can rest assured that we WON'T be doing it!
LOL.
So and unless whatever you're trying to do causes a similarly severe
alarm response, we can rest assured it's just weird reversals.
Anyway, the rule of thumb is "If it's real, you can't tap it away."
That's from EFT but it also works with EmoTrance.
The rest is just a question of wanting to do it, and finding a way.
This could have been a tax return rather than a mermaid picture.
The principles are the same.
And that's so cool, words fail me!
Oceanic waves,
Silvia :-)
Silvia Hartmann
http://SilviaHartmann.com
Received on Mon Nov 28 2005 - 23:51:17 GMT
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