I had a fun experience tonight which might not have been such fun - if
it hadn't been for EmoTrance to the rescue!
It is a fact that if you do ET a lot, you get A WHOLE LOT better at it,
and then, when there's some form of crisis, it has a much better chance
at springing into action automatically.
So, it's pretty late, 2am, and I'm deeply involved in writing something,
far away, in a trance, when out of the corner of my eye I see this
movement that shouldn't have been there.
I glance over - and there's this HUGE spider, but really HUGE, body
easily the size of my thumbnail and the legs spanning as big as my hand,
happily scampering over a stack of papers, near enough touching my left
shoulder and on the way to climbing on my arm.
WHOA!
I'm not particularly scared of spiders but I jumped about 7 feet in an
instance and shot across the room to the other side before I had any
chance of even thinking about it!
Even as I was crossing the room I felt this column of pure energy
shooting up from my stomach and I didn't do anything but just observed
this partially as it burst through my throat - and I starting laughing
uncontrollably, absolutely an energy release, and man, was I wired!
High adrenaline, but GOOD, really charged, tingling all over, absolutely
what I would call a major "energised end state".
Wow.
So I went back. switched on more lights, trapped the spider after a
brief but intense struggle under a large glass bowl and put it out into
the garden.
That felt *amazing*, really good and I was back at my desk without fear
minutes later and working happily.
I really noticed that moment when the energy column hit my throat. I was
glad that it just hesitated for a second then moved up and out in this
wild rush which caused the laughter, because if that much energy at that
high velocity would have been pushed back down again, that would
certainly have been MOST unpleasant.
Cool stuff :-) and I'd say, Silvia 1, Spider 0 on this occasion!
And Hurray! for EmoTrance :-)
LOL
SFX
Silvia Hartmann
http://silviahartmann.com
Received on Mon Sep 19 2005 - 22:07:59 BST
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