distant healing and disaster

Additionally, I found it energ-eyes-ing to see in my body the initial shock of fear about loved ones in the area...ET. Then ET the relief upon hearing their safety. Then ET the memory of former recent terror of near-loss in my family. ET the relief of that resolved. I then felt clear enough to ET the love and gratitude for life, my loved ones, and for safety...
This is where I find it interesting...as I felt the overwhelming(almost but still received) joy and love of life I simultaneously felt the energy include "those who perpetrated this terror". That part surprised me because I have only understood that in a psuedo-intellectual manner previously. Never really could relate much to it till this. En-light-ening experience and I felt energetically the power of love and its diminishing effect on fear. Hard to put to words but I could feel the love actually diminish the possiblity of fear and it felt way beyond personal. The remaining part of the day I was conscious of the flowing love (somehow, the word for the energy became important in my awareness). Contrary to past events, I found myself choosing to do things that energetically felt "right", I felt more conscious of energy living, and somewhat directed with a knowing that felt transformative. Sporadic news on the radio did not get received as shock, anger. Rather, I felt more conscious of energetically fl
owing and alive as something externally heavy and dark felt diminished.
Now that I write that out, I hesitate to send. Seems like the words are inadequate but here goes.
mitzi

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Received on Fri Jul 08 2005 - 07:40:23 BST