EmoTrance At The Dentists

It's true, I really don't like going to the dentists.
 
This is partially due to the fact that my childhood dentist (in Germany)
didn't believe in anaesthetics, lest it should make you weak ;-< and
partially due to those "other" types of memories of situations where
folk would hold your head down and do unfortunate and scary things to
you.
 
I used EFT when I first had it to get me to go again and get some major
things sorted out, but that was three years ago and a nagging toothache
needed to be taken care of.
 
"Father, forgive me, for I have sinned - it's been three years since my
last dental appointment ..." ;->
 
Anyway.
 
As EmoTrance wasn't invented last time I went, this was my first
experience of dentistry with EmoTrance.
 
The last time round, EFT got me to step through the doors, lie on the
chair thing - so far so good, but once they screw open your mouth with
metal implements, there's no more tapping.
 
And as I was freaking out in all dimensions with the sounds, and the
sensations, and the dentists voice and, and, and, I used self hypnosis
to basically talk me down into a dissociative coma.
 
That wasn't too difficult, I've had practice ;->
 
The dentist was a bit worried, what with the "waxy complexion" and
breathing twice in a minute et al, but I explained upon re-emergence and
he got used to it eventually.
 
So, this time I didn't need to tap to get the appointment made and got
there alright just by some application of willpower of forcing me to
relax.
 
I got into the chair and the usual hideousness ensued.
 
But this time, it occurred to me to ask myself, "Now where do I feel
that massive fear and stress in my body?" (which hadn't been available
as an option prior to ET in 2002).
 
To my interest and also astonishment, it was a HUGE blockage all around
my lower back, in the lumbar region, and not at all in the head or jaw
where I would have thought it might be.
 
Whilst the dentist got busy out there, I set to relaxing this erea,
softening and flowing things and that really caused a complete threshold
shift all around.
 
Most notably, once that started flowing a bit, I became aware of the
acute distress of the the tissue in my lips and around my mouth, being
stretched and forced and pulled repeatedly and also clamped with some
metal thing, even though all of that was anaethetised,
 
My attention went there and encouraged softening, not fighting it,
becoming flexible and flowing with the stress put upon these ereas by
the dentists machinations.
 
I called extra innocent energy to that place and strongly encouraged
calm there, flexibility and gave support from my side to what was
happening.
 
This was fascinating to do and completely occupied me, made the session
pass very fast (surprisingly so!) and the end result of it was that I
had virtually no discomfort at all following major three-root root
drilling there once the anaesthetic wore off.
 
What I thought after the fact was that this was the total opposite of
disassociation - instead of fleeing my poor suffering physicality and
leaving it behind, I came to it to HELP it out in its moment of need and
did whatever I could to make it easier.
 
That felt very RIGHT to be doing, a strangely loving experience, perhaps
a hint of how it's supposed to be?
 
I would also say that this experience has revolutionised my attitude to
the whole thing.
 
I will have to trust that the dentist knows what he's doing; there
literally is NOTHING I can do other than get out of his way and let him
get on with it. I do the best I can from my end as well and hopefully,
things will turn out for the best that way all around.
 
I found it easy after this for the very first time ever to make another
appointment and be accepting of these processes.
 
I don't think I'm afraid anymore.
 
 
Silvia
 
 
 
 
 
 
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And NOTHING BUT WEALTH!
 
July 2/3 2005 - United Kingdom
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