Early challenges

I'll keep this brief, as it's already getting close to 1 AM where I
live. Emotrance simply hasn't been working with me, at least not in
any consistent fashion. Some regions (my neck and the back of my
knees, for example) seem to block or send back everything I try to
move through them, in spite of my attempts, using both EFT-style
tapping and old-fashion willpower, to somehow get them repaired. While
I've clearly been able to move sensations around (some of them have
even managed, like coarse beads of sweat, to flow discreetly down my
back and fade off through its sides), I've had my share of stubborn
blocks, particularly in my head and my left leg. It seems difficult to
even push sensations through such places, and once droplets begin to
flow, more seemingly arrive from behind, forcing me to lose my
concentration and unwillingly reverse the vanguard's flow. When I sit
down and work with emotrance, or simply pause to notice what my body
is experiencing, I begin receiving quite a number of pains - many of
them minor, though a few have distracted me more than once. It would
seem difficult to actually relieve any emotion, driving it along up
the very end, especially with the way some feelings tend to flow
backwards and hover within certain boundaries (often shifting their
directions when I take in a new breath), while new ones often surface
in the middle of my efforts and old ones become more intense or clump
together.

How can I keep my sensations from flowing backwards, and how might I
speed them along? What exactly should I be experiencing when I finally
relieve one? Any solid information, protocols and such would be
particularly welcome. I'd also appreciate a link to any decent,
well-frequented chatroom that has anything to do with emotrance...
Having a place to receive answers the moment I needed them would be of
great help to my efforts.

I'll note that when I'm sitting next to my computer in my bedroom, my
feet have a tendency to place themselves away from it, sometimes
pulling themselves onto my bed in the process. I can't help wondering
if this is more than a mere psychological reaction, but I haven't yet
been able to investigate it. Supposing my computer generates
electrical pollution, as it might have for several years... How could
I manipulate my energy body to counter it?

           
Received on Sun Mar 13 2005 - 15:53:31 GMT